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Saturday again! [Feb. 28th, 2009|10:44 am]
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 04:04 pm (UTC)
Why are people so obsessed with keeping their virginity? It's always those who haven't had sex who make the biggest deal about it. You don't know what it is, really, until you have it, and you definitely don't know the feelings afterward. If you want to keep your virginity, fine, but just shut up about it already.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 07:07 pm (UTC)
I'm a virgin, but I totally agree with you. The value people place on it is retarded. Being a virgin to me is not something I "have" or am "keeping", or something I can boast about (or alternately, be ashamed of), it's just another thing I haven't got around to scratching off on the to-do list. lol really, I don't get it. I wish people wouldn't make such a big deal of it.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 04:30 pm (UTC)
I have no self control. I'm going to college next year. I'm fucking terrified.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 08:04 pm (UTC)
You treat me like I'm your plaything. I sit and try to make conversation with you, but I feel like you never take me seriously. I understand that you're older and you're all manly, but I'm not stupid. I'll mention something that's going on in the world, and you'll keep that conversation short in order to quickly move on to sexual jokes. You wonder why I end the conversations when it takes a turn that way.. If you claim to "like" me, we are going to need more of a "relationship" then just sex. I thought you were different, but I'm starting to realize you aren't as special as I thought.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 08:36 pm (UTC)
Whoa, I'm in the EXACT same situation. It really freaked me out to read that!
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 08:07 pm (UTC)
i feel the best when i dress like a boy, that wears a lot of makeup.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 08:08 pm (UTC)
My girlfriend is smart, clever, sexy, ambitious, caring, thoughtful, and patient.

But I don't love her.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 08:20 pm (UTC)
I really hate my life right now. I don't know how it ended up like this and I know it could be much worse. But living a life that makes someone else happy and makes me hate it really sucks.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 08:46 pm (UTC)
I am going to a dance tonight, and I really hope he asks me to dance with him...

and I just want to slap myself for being such a cliched ball of cheese. *sigh*
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 10:04 pm (UTC)
I love my girlfriend/fiancee so much. I would do anything for her and she is my favorite person in the entire world. I would forsake all others for her and she lights up my life more than she'll know.

I don't know why I can't tell her this. I tell her I love her but other than that I'm not very praise-giving. I hope she reads this and knows she is my everything. Even if her sneezing multiple times pisses me off a lot.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 10:42 pm (UTC)
I wish I was dead
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 10:42 pm (UTC)
SEXUAL FRUSTRATION.

That most accurately sums up my current feelings. To describe it all would be to write a book.

Easiest summary:
-Long distance relationships suck. I want sex and I want it now. He can't give it to me for two more weeks.
-There are 3 or 4 guys on this campus that I would love to have fuck me silly. Or maybe have a threesome with my boyfriend. This one guy, new friend of mine, I really just want to fuck him. I need sex. He's sexy. He's shy and sexy. Damn.
-I hate fantasizing about other guys. It makes me feel like such a terrible girlfriend and it makes me worry about where I stand in my relationship. I'm afraid I'll stop loving him or make some stupid decision. I love him with all of my heart, he's great in bed, he's quite literally my soulmate, if such a thing exists, and I can't imagine spending my life with anyone else. But I am so sex driven sometimes. I'm an exhibitionist (not practicing, but I wish), I'm into threesomes and group sex (with ground rules), and I actually really wish I could be a stripper. He's not into exhibitionism or group sex at all, and he's actually very "vanilla" when it comes to sex. Not to mention the distance factor. I can't get sex whenever I want it. I have to wait until we can get together. I want sex NOW. Masturbation is nice, but it doesn't do the trick when you want a penis inside you and all the sensations that go along with it.

Wow, so much for summing it up in a few sentences.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 07:29 am (UTC)
ahh! I HATE LONG DISTANCES! I know how you feel so soo know how you feel. My boyfriend is in the Air Force, and after next week I don't see him for 2 years.. And it makes me want to cry. But I hate that I cann't have sex or touch him. And part of me just always wants too and it is just so frustrating!
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 11:55 pm (UTC)
I'm like someone else whilst still with my boyfriend. Nothing has or will happen between us but I can't stop thinking about him or fantasizing about him when my boyfriend and I make love. I've recently found out that this man has a girlfriend and flirts/sleeps with everyone else.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-02-28 11:59 pm (UTC)
I can't come up with one good reason to recover from this anorexia. My health isn't terrible, so there's no motivation there, either. UGH.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 06:54 am (UTC)
I'm sort of in the same boat

except I'm trying to recover, even though I have nothing to get better for

I'm the one who posted that I wished I was dead
My eating disorder is the main reason I feel this way
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 01:33 am (UTC)
I'm so nervous. I hope you answer the phone. :/
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 05:15 pm (UTC)
As soon as I read this my phone rang. It was really eerie.

Of course, it was only my mom telling me she'd be late and I'd need to cook dinner. =P

Call and I shall answer.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 06:30 am (UTC)
I gave up masturbation for lent.


Four days and I already feel like I would fuck anything with 26 chromosomes.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 10:45 am (UTC)
i need to know the unwritten rules of the game. i'm so bloody naive.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 02:02 pm (UTC)
"The Game"? As in, the one where you're not supposed to tell people the rules? As in, "You just lost the game?"

-You lose the game when you think about the game.
-When you lose the game, you tell those around you that you just lost the game, making everyone around you think about the game, making them all lose the game too.
-I forget the time limit, but it's like 10 minutes or something, you can only lose the game once every...let's say 10 minutes.
-The game can only end when the Prime Minister of England comes on TV and announces to the world that he just lost the game (I think, not sure if it's the same everywhere).

I think that's basically the gist of it. Hope that helps.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 05:16 pm (UTC)
I believe you, sir, are my soulmate. =)
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 05:26 pm (UTC)
When I was eight, I locked my four-year-old brother in his room with me, kissed him, and tried to make him go down on me. It didn't happen - I lost interest - but I still remember.

I'm afraid I was molested as a kid. I don't know.

But I'm too scared of telling people what I did to my brother to tell anyone.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 06:33 pm (UTC)
i always thought that people with anorexia were weak and stupid. why would you harm yourself like that?

then i started to look at myself and be repulsed by the gross fat human staring back at me in the mirror. i started eating less, and weighing less. i watched my weight drop the pounds, and i went from 265 lbs to 244lbs in only a small amount of time! a weight i haven't seen in the past 5 or 6 years! i love the feeling i get knowing i barely ate anything all day. yesterday i felt like a failure because i spent the day with my friends, we went out for chinese and then had chips while we played board games. i felt gross and ashamed.

i can't wait to be a normal weight, i can't wait to have people look at me and not be repulsed! at any cost. i will be beautiful
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-01 08:40 pm (UTC)
No you won't. You'll be withered, frail, and desperately unhappy.

Once you start it never ends. You'll never be the same again, you'll never think you're thin enough.



I've been recovering from anorexia for 5 years, and it's not getting any easier.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-02 02:32 pm (UTC)
I'm afraid when i graduate from high school I will feel like I have no purpose in life anymore.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-03 06:07 pm (UTC)
Me too! I don't even know what I want to be when I graduate...I want to work in the film industry, and be an actress (I know, I know, how cliche), but I have learned not to tell anyone that otherwise they laugh in my face. But I cannot for the life of me think of anything else I'd rather do.

I'm afraid that I will just never know what I want to do (I mean, there's a million to one chance I'd become an actress that earns enough to live on), I and be unhappy, and become something I don't want to be.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-05 06:23 pm (UTC)
i want to delete my facebook, but i don't like the idea that my friend has numerous pictures of me in her photo albums (that i won't be able to see if i delete my account). she refuses to delete pictures of me because she wants to have the most pictures on facebook ever.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-05 07:56 pm (UTC)
so save the pictures to your computer. right click on them and hit save. Then you'll have them whenever you want.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-05 10:36 pm (UTC)
If you told me five years ago some of the stuff I've done in the past three years, I'd have been horrified at myself.

I wonder what changed? Because thinking back on those things, I just laugh and don't regret them at all. If anything, they add more flavour to my life.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-06 11:30 pm (UTC)
I want to fall in love, but there's no one to love.
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From: (Anonymous)
2009-03-07 02:32 am (UTC)
So yesterday I had lunch with one of the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. We ran out of time so I got to kiss her in the car before we both took off in different directions.

That night I went out with my friend and we lied to everyone and ended up walking around doing random stuff, before I made the move of saying 'I'm going to sit like this', within 10 minutes we are fucking like crazy in my car. Unsafe. First time ever. I feel like a ticking time bomb. Just after we finished, her boyfriend called up and she told him it was all good we had had fun and we would be back soon. I took her home, and she told me 'I had fun tonight!' as she went skipping off to give him a hug.

I have a date with the beautiful girl again tonight, for some more intimate dealings.

I am going to burn in hell.
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